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June 1st, 2004
12:53 pm


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Got to do something.....

Well, a couple hours ago, my dad called and had me move some concrete.

After coming in, I saw Dylan's website.....*sigh* He went to Windsor this weekend. There are a couple of new habits that I discovered him doing. He was smoking and in Canada this last weekend, he was drinking! He, his girlfriend (um....fioncee), and his friends may have had fun this weekend. That however, is NOT my kind of fun.

Did I miss something? I can't help but say that I made a mistake in high school......T__T I don't think that I made enough friends. I made a million acquaintances, but not enough friends. *sigh* Because of that, I missed out on making good friends and lasting relationships, the junior and senior prom, and an opportunity to make a girlfriend! *sigh* I guess I never saw how much of a mistake this was until now......

I guess my only hope is church. I haven't gone there in a long time! Maybe, hopefully, I can make some new friends there. I mean, REAL friends that I can hang out with a lot! I don't just want the friendship to stop at church. I want the friendship to go outside of church, too!

One other thing. I really want a relationship with a girl. If I've been waiting THIS long for a girl, she better be a good one!

Maybe I'm not praying enough.....I don't know. Please God! Don't forsake me at this time!

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Final Fantasy VIII - Drifting

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Date:June 1st, 2004 02:20 pm (UTC)


I've been through the same thing lately... I'm still in high school and I don't have a real good friend... just one but we're not like best friends... I spent nights crying because I didn't have a friend or a girlfriend, but when I got to know Jesus and let him come in my life I don't worry at all about friends and even a girlfriend, and as you said if we've been waiting a long time, trust me God has something great for us, just keep waiting, it won't kill you not having a friend or a girlfriend, just keep your faith in the Lord and he'll provide what you need. :)
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