June 1st, 2004


Got to do something.....

Well, a couple hours ago, my dad called and had me move some concrete.

After coming in, I saw Dylan's website.....*sigh* He went to Windsor this weekend. There are a couple of new habits that I discovered him doing. He was smoking and in Canada this last weekend, he was drinking! He, his girlfriend (um....fioncee), and his friends may have had fun this weekend. That however, is NOT my kind of fun.

Did I miss something? I can't help but say that I made a mistake in high school......T__T I don't think that I made enough friends. I made a million acquaintances, but not enough friends. *sigh* Because of that, I missed out on making good friends and lasting relationships, the junior and senior prom, and an opportunity to make a girlfriend! *sigh* I guess I never saw how much of a mistake this was until now......

I guess my only hope is church. I haven't gone there in a long time! Maybe, hopefully, I can make some new friends there. I mean, REAL friends that I can hang out with a lot! I don't just want the friendship to stop at church. I want the friendship to go outside of church, too!

One other thing. I really want a relationship with a girl. If I've been waiting THIS long for a girl, she better be a good one!

Maybe I'm not praying enough.....I don't know. Please God! Don't forsake me at this time!

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