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May 9th, 2004
12:32 am

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About the party.....

Well, I'm back from Tony's party. Anyway, here's what went on at the party:

When I got to the party, Tony introduced me to his friends. Coincidentally, there was another Tony at the party. There was quite a few girls at the party.....What we did at the party was watch a couple Disney movies since Tony's internship would be at Disney World. The movies we watched were The Lion King 1 1/2 and Pirates of the Caribbean. Before we watched Pirates of the Caribbean, Tony took some pictures of us and his friends.

After the 2 movies, I said goodbye to Tony and came home.

Man, Tony has a lot of friends...... That gets me to thinking about friendship. I think, in my case, that I may not be taking the initiative to pursue more friendships. I don't really know if that's the problem, though.....God knows that I'm alone. I don't really have too many people to talk to. Tony is leaving in 9 days so we may be able to do something one more time.....

I don't make it a choice not to pursue more friendships. It's just that I can't really go too many places in my car yet. When I get a job, I'll be able to travel more freely. Does God have more friends for me at my church? I don't really know.....

Lacking good friendships has also not allowed me to look at more important relationships - with girls. I REALLY need to make more friends so that I'll be able to have a relationship with a girl. I mean, I've never knew a girl that had a crush on me.....Although, it usually starts with friendships though.....then dating.....*sigh*

I don't really mean to feel sorry for myself. I just don't have too many people to share my feelings with, y'know?

Well, I hope that God has something great planned for me next in my life. Some friends will suffice (more than just LJ friends).....

Okay, I'm off to bed now. Good night, journal.....

Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: Final Fantasy VII - Flowers Blooming In The Church

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